*goes to bed at 2am instead of 5am* wow, my life is so in order right now.  i’m making such good decisions for myself and my body and my soul and im so in love with myself for doing this

I have no desire to live.


When I’m sick no one questions why I just sit around watching as my life passes me by. I wish I were sick more often.



     I suffer from life and from other people. I can’t look at reality face to face. Even the sun discourages and depresses me. Only at night and all alone, withdrawn, forgotten and lost, with no connection to anything real or useful — only then do I find myself and feel comforted."

                 —Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via whyallcaps)

     We hear “do what you love” so often from those few people who it did work for, for whom the stars aligned, and from them it sounds like good advice. They’re successful, aren’t they? If we follow their advice, we’ll be successful, too! […] We rarely hear the advice of the person who did what they loved and stayed poor or was horribly injured for it. Professional gamblers, stuntmen, washed up cartoonists like myself: we don’t give speeches at corporate events. We aren’t paid to go to the World Domination Summit and make people feel bad. We don’t land book deals or speak on Good Morning America."

                 —Rachel Nabors, “DON’T do what you love” (via austinkleon)




The Evening Silence, c. 1900 by Wilhelm Kotarbiński (Polish, 1849—1921)


Michael Love


A not so elegant fall